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Ew [Mar. 13th, 2009|06:09 am]
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wwwww.

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It's summer [Mar. 9th, 2009|06:40 pm]
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Everything changes <3
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Being the emotional crybaby that I am [Mar. 6th, 2009|04:51 pm]
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..am I so obviously trying too hard to detach myself from all the things I know I won't be able to handle losing?
Weak
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Today could've been such a nice day [Feb. 27th, 2009|08:59 pm]
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FTS FTS FTS.
I tried and tried to keep it all in, but once they mess with any of my "families"
wala na

Sidenote

Dear self,
stop being a pig..()&*!#*^(#&*%@^*

insanely bad vibes
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(no subject) [Feb. 9th, 2009|09:37 pm]
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This may be "corny" and "so last year", but..

..I WANT TO MAKE RADICAL CHOICES!!!

I want to be significant in a positive way!
I want to fight the system for the sake of morality and peace and hope!
I want to inspire people to STOP TRYING TO BE AS MESSED UP AS EVERYONE ELSE IS

Say no to the culture of negativity!!

Has it ever occurred to you that the world is actually in our hands now??
The possibilities are stiffling!!

I just feel like I'm wasting so many second minutes hours days weeks trying to thinkthinkthink of ways to finally live up to the idea of being a pioneer! It's absolutely frustrating when you have this weird desire to change the world when nothing seems to be within your itsy bitsy capabilities!!!

GAH someday I'll be smart and witty and profound enough to express this properly and write something respectable enough to get others to stand up and take notice! Someday I'll be half as motivating as the triumvirate.

Someday soon.
I'm going to CHA(lle)NGE the universe.

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(no subject) [Feb. 7th, 2009|02:30 pm]
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This is one shit-faced relapse..

I wish this was just about the fever

Fuck
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I love these random bits of my day :) [Jan. 29th, 2009|07:40 pm]
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I walked to National Bookstore a while ago and they had a whole bunch of Valentines gifts, books and whatnot. Basically, the shockingly PINK (with a capital P-P-P) section of the store. One of the books was a Tagalog anthology entitled "Walong Kwento ng Pag-ibig"

I read it as "Walang Kwentang Pag-ibig"

Says quite a bit about the way my mind works. HAHAHAHA :))
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Ultimate [Jan. 28th, 2009|09:13 pm]
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I want to write a book. I really really really want to write a book.

I want the time and patience and commitment, to write a book

..which is asking for quite a bit because as of now, I've barely had enough of any to maintain my real blog (Blogspot). My last entry was about the UPCAT results. Heh.

Things to do this weekend (as I self-ground myself..in a way):

1. WRITE!
- the Carlas think I should write an autobiography on my highschool rollercoaster ride..I'm not too sure I'm ready to go public with all that shiiiit yet :))

2. Paint
- because :)

3. Spend time with dad (never know when he might leave again!)
- try to beat him at badminton (I was close, today!!)
- bug him to lemme bike with him to MoA (note to self: must buy canvas and paint and whatnot)
- spiritual director discernment talk number 2

4. Shine DWTL coin
- two weeks left!

5. Study. I really can't seem to study on weekdays, when the urge to sleep is just too great to ignore hee
- memorize Hamlet shizz
- read for Pinoy (I'm so behind!!)
- try to get Math..sigh!
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After all my "discernment" all I can say is [Jan. 27th, 2009|05:02 am]
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I'm scared to play
I'm scared to stop
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Wow [Jan. 25th, 2009|05:04 pm]
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So many huge chapters in my life have come to an end. My softball career, my life as an AC Pep Squad pepper..

All the things that I've actually managed to be consistently commited to, are over and done with. As soon as my life as a highschooler is over, I'm going to have to totally start from scratch. Who the Hell am I going to be, in college?

I am on the brink of an identity crisis.

Also, I feel sick as shit :( And I don't know what I'm supposed to do for CLE :(
 

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