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[Apr. 7th, 2009|07:10 am] |
My first week of summer was chill and insightful :) Made lots of changes, did lots of things I said I'd always do but never got to..bikram yoga, aerobics, Guitar Hero, made a new friend (hey Jes I miss you!)
"Me time" is awesome <3
Looking forward to chill hangouts now and loads of family time, hopefully :) I can sorta feel that I'm going to start wanting to go out-out late April til May, though :) It's like my summer has phases HAHAHA which I totally don't mind :) Not one bit :) |
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| Just when I was beginning to forget |
[Mar. 27th, 2009|07:18 am] |
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I saw this on an lj community a few minutes ago and I had to make sure to remember it :)
I'm still a kid, no matter how old and weathered I think I am.
I'm still growing and learning..and this is a big lesson.
I want to be more about celebrating and loving and letting go of hurt.
I want to be more about skipping down life's streets and sidewalks,
and less about checking to see whether they are one way streets or not :)
Less about conditions and repayments,
more about things that go beyond reasons.
Less like me, more like Eeka.
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| How I've grown, in highschool? |
[Mar. 26th, 2009|09:54 pm] |
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I've become adept in letting go of the things I know I CAN live without.
But more importantly,
I've become stubborn in keeping the things I DON'T WANT TO live without. |
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| Holy smokes! |
[Mar. 25th, 2009|04:39 pm] |
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I UNDERSTAND NOW!!! :)
I was trying so hard to figure out why all that had to happen
-I had to know if there was a point to all the seemingly pointless drama and hardship.
And it's so so clear, now. I am so glad I didn't run away from that talk with Mrs. Maudie.
AAAH Kuya Jess, you work in seriously amazing ways. Damn :)
Kapit lang :) Tanggap lang ng tanggap :) BASTA IKAW, LORD. |
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[Mar. 21st, 2009|06:25 pm] |
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 But I know I'll find myself, soon enough |
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| Currently |
[Mar. 18th, 2009|08:26 pm] |
(1)..on a softball high, for the first time in AGES! I am so glad I finally went to pitching practice :) Yeah I guess I'm not exactly over my love for softball, yet :) Mehnnn I hope I get back in condition. Mehn I hope I get to continue playing in college :) I can't wait to train again! And crosstrain! And eat right and sleep right and not drink or smoke or do drugs so I can play properly! I now understand why my dad was so stubborn about me continuing to play :)
(2)..so effing excited to spend Thursday-Saturday in Makati with Mills, Lalay and hopefully Coco and BeaG. My mom and I went grocery shopping for it, today and that in itself was hella fun too <3 I cannot wait to meet up with other friends, when we go out, too! Shout out to Rina Andreees :)
(3)..grateful for the gift of Father Edwin and that awesome recollection. Insights galore. Nick, you are AMAZING <3 I am also grateful for all the people I got to hug during the giving of peace, and grateful for the batch song, and grateful for my teachers, and grateful for my barkada who're still there even if I'm like a ghost-slash-hermit.
(4)..still dying to go back to Divisoria
(5)..missing DENISE CAMPOS like crazyyy. I love you, OMC! :* + :( + >:D< I aaalso miss my brother from another mother, already. Separation anxiety HAHA NATT. I miss his iPod =)) Whuuutts
(6)..packing a whole buncha stuff for the weekend. I am way too excited, I bet I'll overpack but forget all the important stuff like I always do! Okay am I so obviously deprived of go-outs? HAHA |
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| Awesome |
[Mar. 18th, 2009|05:24 am] |
I loved not being an "only child" for these past two days :) The perks of having my brother from another mother, over:
1. There's always someone who eats more than I do, so I don't feel too bad when I pig out
2. There's someone who'll make really DUMB bets with me
3. There's someone to make fun of people's Multiply posts, with
4. There's someone to offer to carry my bags when I go to Divi or Greenbelt (contrast)
5. There's someone to watch really weird documentaries with HAHA extreme bodies =))
6. There's someone to eat all the food lola shoves at us :)) My lifesaver
7. There's someone.
I am equally excited to spend the weekend with my some of my sisters from other misters, starting tomorrow <3 |
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| My friends :) |
[Mar. 14th, 2009|02:54 am] |
Despite everything, I am just way too thankful for the ones that have seen even the things I hate the most about myself..the ones who've, in turn, refused to be shoved, and have let me see the things they hate the most about themselves.
I'm glad I let you drag this hermit out from under her rock :) I am blessed :)
( Read more... )
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| Tiwala? |
[Mar. 13th, 2009|03:49 pm] |
When you get close to people, you give them the chance to see everything you hate about yourself
And although a part of you will always long for companionship and understanding, something about distance and silence just makes it seem a little easier to take ( Read more... ) |
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| Ew |
[Mar. 13th, 2009|06:09 am] |
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wwwww. |
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| It's summer |
[Mar. 9th, 2009|06:40 pm] |
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Everything changes <3 |
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| Today could've been such a nice day |
[Feb. 27th, 2009|08:59 pm] |
FTS FTS FTS.
I tried and tried to keep it all in, but once they mess with any of my "families"
wala na
Sidenote
Dear self,
stop being a pig..()&*!#*^(#&*%@^*
insanely bad vibes |
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[Feb. 9th, 2009|09:37 pm] |
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This may be "corny" and "so last year", but..
..I WANT TO MAKE RADICAL CHOICES!!!
I want to be significant in a positive way!
I want to fight the system for the sake of morality and peace and hope!
I want to inspire people to STOP TRYING TO BE AS MESSED UP AS EVERYONE ELSE IS
Say no to the culture of negativity!!
Has it ever occurred to you that the world is actually in our hands now??
The possibilities are stiffling!!
I just feel like I'm wasting so many second minutes hours days weeks trying to thinkthinkthink of ways to finally live up to the idea of being a pioneer! It's absolutely frustrating when you have this weird desire to change the world when nothing seems to be within your itsy bitsy capabilities!!!
GAH someday I'll be smart and witty and profound enough to express this properly and write something respectable enough to get others to stand up and take notice! Someday I'll be half as motivating as the triumvirate.
Someday soon.
I'm going to CHA(lle)NGE the universe.
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[Feb. 7th, 2009|02:30 pm] |
This is one shit-faced relapse..
I wish this was just about the fever
Fuck |
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| I love these random bits of my day :) |
[Jan. 29th, 2009|07:40 pm] |
I walked to National Bookstore a while ago and they had a whole bunch of Valentines gifts, books and whatnot. Basically, the shockingly PINK (with a capital P-P-P) section of the store. One of the books was a Tagalog anthology entitled "Walong Kwento ng Pag-ibig"
I read it as "Walang Kwentang Pag-ibig"
Says quite a bit about the way my mind works. HAHAHAHA :)) |
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| Ultimate |
[Jan. 28th, 2009|09:13 pm] |
I want to write a book. I really really really want to write a book.
I want the time and patience and commitment, to write a book
..which is asking for quite a bit because as of now, I've barely had enough of any to maintain my real blog (Blogspot). My last entry was about the UPCAT results. Heh.
Things to do this weekend (as I self-ground myself..in a way):
1. WRITE!
- the Carlas think I should write an autobiography on my highschool rollercoaster ride..I'm not too sure I'm ready to go public with all that shiiiit yet :))
2. Paint
- because :)
3. Spend time with dad (never know when he might leave again!)
- try to beat him at badminton (I was close, today!!)
- bug him to lemme bike with him to MoA (note to self: must buy canvas and paint and whatnot)
- spiritual director discernment talk number 2
4. Shine DWTL coin
- two weeks left!
5. Study. I really can't seem to study on weekdays, when the urge to sleep is just too great to ignore hee
- memorize Hamlet shizz
- read for Pinoy (I'm so behind!!)
- try to get Math..sigh! |
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| Wow |
[Jan. 25th, 2009|05:04 pm] |
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So many huge chapters in my life have come to an end. My softball career, my life as an AC Pep Squad pepper..
All the things that I've actually managed to be consistently commited to, are over and done with. As soon as my life as a highschooler is over, I'm going to have to totally start from scratch. Who the Hell am I going to be, in college?
I am on the brink of an identity crisis.
Also, I feel sick as shit :( And I don't know what I'm supposed to do for CLE :(
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| Whoa no way |
[Jan. 22nd, 2009|09:44 pm] |
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My last AC fair tomorrow?
My last Pep performance on Saturday?
You're kidding, right? No way. Where did the years months weeks and days go?
Where are the seconds going?
Oh, right..ticking away, right in front of my freaking dazed little (not so little!! STOP EATING) face |
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